Its 2:30 am and I wide awake. Can't sleep because I took some Execedrin for a headache earlier. Now the caffeine in it has me wired. So I decided to blog into no mans land about my quest these days. Well, I have a jail love ministry now. Lol. No but I am seeing someone in prison and I can't believe it but I am. And to make it worst, I think he is my soul mate. As you know, I have a Masters in Counseling Psych. Well, he is trained in Mental Health and he runs groups and works with at risk teenagers at the prison. He helps them turn their lives around and hopefully avoid prison. I really think that he is doing great things in jail and I can see him being successful out here working with teen boys. He is amazing but his situation is not ideal. Well he goes before the parole board next week on the 8th and I am nervous. He will learn if he will be coming home in 1year or 3-5 more years. Either way. I enjoy what we share. He was my first childhood love and now we have reacquainted. My family would never condone to such behavior. So I think I'm going to marry him and keep it a secret from my family until he gets out. I just really need to drain him for his seeds so that I can make a baby before 40. Time is ticking and though he's in prison he is doin more than any of the men who are trying to date me out here. We're in the honeymoon phase of our relationship so things are new. Emotions are high and everything. We are enjoying bein pen pals right now. It reminds me of that pure puppy love we all had in our early years. However, it feels good. I like him! Woulda never guessed that I'd even consider a person in jail but because we dated when we were teenagers I feel a special connection with him. Besides that we both talk psychobabble and are trained in Mental Illness. We both want to work with at risk youth and help save lives. He is my flavor plus he reads the DSM IV. How bizarre. I dream of us being a "power couple" and starting a program for at risk youth. See. I don't meet ever this type who can relate to my career. Right now, I am following my heart no matter what my family might say. Its me whose got to live this life of mines. So we will see where my quest will lead me. Will this guy be my destiny? Only time will tell. What's your take on dating a guy in prision?
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