Today was interesting in a weird way. I woke up feeling tired as usual! Was feeling a liTtle okay at group. I had smiles and everything. Haven't had those in a few months now. I felt like smiling for a little while but later felt a bit bad. I felt SO fat and ugly and hopeless! I Officially broke my diet (MAJOR!) Then found that all the sacrifices I thought I'd made for the last 3 weeks and I've gained weight. I felt really fat and then the scale confirmed it for me. Then I called Disability and found that no money is on the way. That was the straw. Know I'm really sad about my financial situation! Have not paid no bills and rent is due next week, we got no food and no bail out either. I got 20$ to my name. Ooh and now, (after all that) I don't feel so well. My dam legs are restless and I'm hurtin all over. Woo, I needs miracle! And they wonder why I'm always on the verge of depression!!! Life sucks!
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