Thursday, March 25, 2010

03/25/10

HELLO Bloggers! Today was a okay day. I think I had a lot of clarity when I spoke in grouptoday. My thoughts seemed really clear about my suffering. Most days I'm so distressed that I am not all the way clear about what exactly my problem is and maybe it's not as clear cut as I'd like it to be. Maybe, I am confused on some days for valid reasons like just a plan ole chemical imbalance. Just feeling bad because of my brain not a external event. Well, I could not say for sure which one it is exactly!

Today I was trippin off the absence of black and brown presence in the Mental Health programs. Makes me think! Most black folk just aren't caught dead getting Mental Health help but does that mean they don't need it? Don't know but I do know one thing, I feel like a QUACK to be amongst the few black folks with mental issues bad enough to need help! This really frustrates me! Well, it is what it is and I don't have the answers and solutions to each and every thing that concerns or troubles me so why ponder.

So anyways, I touched up my color a bit a few minutes ago. Then I threw it back in a pony. I hope it don't fall out cuz I did not use any water for this semi-permanent color touch up job. I just poured the color on a cotton pad and rub it on the roots where the color had begun to fad. I think my hair is strong enough to take it. Hope I'm right. I'm just lazy is all! Wash and twist, TONIGHT? Uhh NO! That's whaT I ain't gone do. I'll take the risk. I know my hair can weather a storm. Hell, I've done worst things to them and they are still hanging. After reading other blogs about locs, I realize that I am doing a totally different thing with my locs than the other loc rockers. Everything I do is different from the products I use, to the styles I have been wearing. OMG, I have been totally missing the whole loc movement going on out there. But now that I am online (blogging)I am loving getting skool'd. The tutorials are "THE BIDNESS" and all the pictures and post...priceless. I'm diGgin it yall. I am!

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