04/01/10

FEELINGS: I feel okay. a little lazy to post but I haven't posted in a few days. Overall, I am okay. Maybe a little manic. LOL, I was SO MARY (my crazy mother who moves furniture and piles and piles of cloths from one room to another constantly). I got my dolly and I pulled the wicker dresser that I got from freecycle up a flight of stairs all alone. When I got it into the living room, my son was sitting his lazy ass here at the computer. If I hadn't of asked he was gone let me pull it up the second flight without any help as well. Kinda hurt my feelings that he did not offer to help his mom moving a heavy piece of furniture all alone. What is this world coming to?

GOALS: My goals for this week seem to have been on hold or unconscious today. I easily lose sight of what the hell I am suppose to be focused on. I have not thought about managing my emotions today. Maybe, it is because I just did not have any distressing emotions today. I have been worrying about returning to work though. Monday is the BIG DAY! G1) no mood log yesterday. I'll do it tonight. G2) gotta practice affirmations tonight too. I believe that I practiced them one time yesterday. G3) no compliments of any men, I have not seen any...or noticed them rather. G4)no work out yesterday or today. I put on cloths for working out but I did not feel too good so I never made it to the gym today.

My AFFIRMATIONS: http://www.sucessconciousness.com
1) everything is getting better every day.
2) I have a wonderful and satisfying job.
3) I radiate love and happiness.
4) my body is healthy and functioning in a very good way.
5) my thoughts are under my control.
6) I am happy because happy thoughts attract happy people.
7) I am successful because nurturing a feeling of success attracts into your life.
8) I imagine myself as fabulous because the image I have of myself is responsible for the way people see and treat me.
9) Success is flowing into my life.
10) every time I inhale, I fill myself with energy of prosperity.
11) many money channels are opening for me.

COPING SKILLS: No success doing these things. I will try to do them all right now.

SUMMARY: The week is coming to an end and I have not done very well meeting these goals, I don't think. I need to work harder on these things if I want success??? but I know I do. I just don't quite know how to stay focused on these boring things even though they are suppose to help keep me sane.