04/06/10

Longtime no post! Anyhow, I been playing around with the locs a lot. Tryna use what I've learned on the tutorials I see here! I'm so lovin it! I didn't quite get it the same as the tutorial but it came out cute and very different than anything I ever wore. I got a ton of compliments! People were really surprised...pleasantly I mean and that was PRETTY COOL!!!
I am sittin here wit my girl who has to meet with a Family Law mediator. We are in the waiting room and I am trippin how all the baby mommas and daddy's are sittin separate and you can tell that they are steamin HOT! Lol. Oh, the tension in the room is so thick I can cut it with a knife! This aint even my case but I am on edge. Woo honey chile, I can't wait to get outta here.
So the mediator comes out and my girl surprises me wit the " can my friend come in to help me understand...I got disabilities" spill. OMG, that was NOT what she and I discussed! I got out of it cause the father was unwilling to agree to my presence. Gosh, this is my off day and I'm still having to be a social worker on my spare time...ah NO. Not my idea of a break from work!
So my friends and fAmily think that I am their personal therapist or Social Worker just because I that is the type of work I do. Well, that is not okay with me! Not what I signed up for, you know!
Well now I'm here waitin to hear all about how it (my friends mediation wit her UGLY ASSED, 50year old baby daddy)goes. Can't wait! I sure hope she can hold it together in there cause honestly, homegirl got sum loose screwbuls (poor impulse control, and emotion regulation skills). But I could not do it for her! If I did she will never build the skills or the confidence to do anything for herself. And besides that, youi all know, I got my own issues and I'm one step away from crackin myself. Lol. It is the truth!
Anyways, I'm back to work and it is hard bein gone all day. I have been exhausted, mostly mentally. Woo, honey something has got to give and two months off just did not cut it!!! Peace Bloggers until we meet again.
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