So, today and yesterday have been extremely slow and boring at work but I am proud of myself that I have not been all down about my break up, I mean my prison love ministry. However, everyday I look in the mailbox hoping that there will be a letter from him. Each day there is not. He had to stop writing me well before he knew that the phone calls were blocked and I was cutting off the relationship/friendship thing. That kinda of pisses me off though. He said that he loved me and sold me the dream that we would be together. I should've known that I could not trust him and none before him. This all makes me not want to date anyone anymore and if I do not show them who I am. Anyways, I will get past this soon.
I feel fat today. I missed the gym two days in a row. Plus, I ate a big ole salad with blue cheese dressing and two pieces of sourdough bread with butter for lunch. I only drank one bottle of water and it had some generic crystal light in it. I learned today that artificial sweeteners are not a part of clean eating and should not be a part of my diet. I learned that I may be addicted to sweetener since I can't imagine my life without it. I absolutely hate plain water. It is so hard for me to drink water. It taste disgusting. http://blackgirlsguidetoweightloss.com/what-are-you-eating/the-case-against-diet-soda-and-aspartame-and-splenda-and/
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